BLUEPRINT OF YOU

breathing blueprints

i knew rooms that suffocate 

and secret halls

      that

         lead 

              to trick doors  

and trap doors

      that 

         release 

             to confine me

i lived in the faultiness  

i have felt my weight buckle 

beneath the floor 

where anger slept

i confused structures with shelters 

i did not need deceptive palaces

embellished outside 

tarnished inside 

their sprawl 

pushed me to a spiral

i moved into the field 

past the fences of love  

to a shelter in your shadows 

i traced the outlines 

and sketched passageways 

learning that some homes

have a pulse

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TEXT:
AMALEE NSOUR
UNITED STATES